| Name | Description | | Written |
| I Want You to Hear |
Ruminations on a rainy night |
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11/11/22 |
| A Year In Isolation |
A report of oddly cruel facts - and even crueler fictions |
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3/11/21 |
| Acutely Aware |
...of the time not spent doing this |
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12/25/22 |
| again tomorrow |
...and it might be worse... |
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6/14/22 |
| All the Time |
Who else would understand? |
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11/5/21 |
| america7 |
elections can be depressing |
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11/7/02 |
| Ammonia |
Somebody had to say it |
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1/14/23 |
| and Art |
A poem about art and barnacles. And stuff. |
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2/26/21 |
| belief2 |
a logical disputation of belief |
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11/26/99 |
| belief3 |
about struggling 'not to believe' |
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11/19/97 |
| belief4 |
a cute, but useless, quote |
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3/22/01 |
| Bitter/Sweet |
every word I hear sounds like your name |
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11/24/22 |
| blasphemy |
a short rumination on naming our gods |
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7/8/00 |
| Born Wrong |
Another shard of pottery |
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1/8/21 |
| The Brain |
The brain is an organ |
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8/4/16 |
| By 3 A.M. |
A poem about self - the self of hope |
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5/5/21 |
| By the Bay |
A story about a lovely couple |
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3/31/22 |
| By What Right? |
What I was trying to write five days ago |
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6/29/22 |
| Calling Home |
A song about time and space. A folk song. |
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1/1/22 |
| Church Then |
You could go but then what then? |
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8/6/22 |
| Confidence |
A time of restlessnesses |
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8/9/21 |
| cycles7 |
seven year growth cycles of the personality |
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8/5/00 |
| Dancing Woods |
Un poème, une chanson, de Norvège et d'Ecosse: a thousand-year throwback, give or take a century or two |
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9/30/21 |
| darkness |
a formless echo from the abyss |
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1/30/03 |
| dawn |
Seventeen dueling syllables |
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5/15/21 |
| days |
dark depressing little ones, indeed |
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8/25/03 |
| death (is a theme) |
A poem about life |
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9/25/20 |
| definitions |
A first attempt to define a few terms I need |
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7/12/00 |
| We're All the Same: Different |
Aren't we? The same in that we are different, that is? |
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3/22/20 |
| Dislodged |
For the scattered among us all |
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12/21/22 |
| Down the Road |
A little something the band and I came up with |
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10/18/22 |
| Dryad |
Oh my, this is lovely, isn't it? |
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4/28/21 |
| Empty |
A poem about simplicity |
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6/1/18 |
| error1 |
an error that permeates Western thought |
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8/4/00 |
| everything |
you were everything including yourself |
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12/2/22 |
| Expression |
A result of oddly cruel fictions - and even crueler facts |
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3/13/21 |
| Frequently Asked Questions |
what it says on the tin |
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6/23/05 |
| fear1 |
a short note about complacency |
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12/1/99 |
| Filler (With Just a Little Kiss) |
It's a tropical rainforest out there |
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9/16/22 |
| Flowers |
I thought you were the one |
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7/8/22 |
| For Who You Are |
A song about growing younger |
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3/15/22 |
| freedom3 |
does freedom even exist? |
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3/29/01 |
| Full of Strangers |
You should treat them as yourself |
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6/13/22 |
| gender1 |
a radical view of men and women I hold very dear |
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8/1/00 |
| Girls & Boys |
Enjoying some holidays away |
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4/6/22 |
| Glorious |
And so we embark upon unknown crossings |
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1/1/23 |
| gods_and_monsters |
time to regroup and start over? |
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8/13/03 |
| (Climbing) Gravity's Well |
An astronomical song |
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12/2/20 |
| Habits |
From a brief lyric note of twenty years ago... today? |
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11/28/22 |
| Hunger |
a song about food from 'Ruins' |
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2/10/94 |
| hunger2 |
half a loaf is better... |
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4/24/03 |
| If You Remember |
Another journey into classic folk |
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10/13/22 |
| Invasive |
The title - and closing - track of IntroViolet |
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7/11/21 |
| It Was Raining |
I took some words I wrote in 11/04 and made them into a song |
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4/20/21 |
| jesus |
random half-finished jokes about a dead carpenter |
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11/9/06 |
| Juvenilia |
Stylistic ramblings in pottery land |
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10/1/14 |
| The Key of the Sun |
An afternoon break from everything |
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4/6/21 |
| Liberty |
A poem about freedom and time |
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11/24/20 |
| Librarian |
If you know what I mean |
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9/3/22 |
| life1 |
imaginary little literary scavenger hunt |
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8/19/03 |
| Lighthouse (You Will Find Your Way) |
Another (song) from the eye of the storm (2:40 AM) |
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12/6/17 |
| It Goes Like This |
And if it does, they'll listen |
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11/19/22 |
| Lives' Lines |
A poem about lines, one would assume. And lives. |
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2/15/21 |
| love1 |
pure love flows through all without aim... |
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7/13/00 |
| Magpies |
We understand corruption as little as we do justice |
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12/10/21 |
| Make It Stop |
Just trying to make it all stop. |
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3/7/21 |
| meaning1 |
which came first? an important question |
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8/5/00 |
| meaning2 |
all answers, all the time |
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3/23/04 |
| method |
kind of a description of how I am doing this |
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7/12/00 |
| my_damn_life |
A partial story of my altered states |
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7/10/00 |
| My Lover Midnight |
A song about a magical garden |
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3/30/22 |
| New Ideas |
Open up my mind with your brave and wonderful new ideas |
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8/14/22 |
| No Way to Live |
But a worse way to die. From notes of 6/21/22 |
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7/4/22 |
| normal people |
A song about two of you - or us |
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1/13/22 |
| Nothing to Heal |
A song - a waltz macabre |
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1/8/21 |
| origins |
where we from? eh? |
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3/28/02 |
| otherpeopleisms |
a few things that made me chuckle |
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5/22/05 |
| Pilgrimage |
A poem in sandals |
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7/7/21 |
| Pleasure |
There's something I forgot to say |
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9/16/22 |
| Royalty, Democracy, and Socialism |
The absurdity of inheritance, all wrapped up in two sentences |
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3/7/21 |
| Postcard From Blue |
A song about some sun and some rain |
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1/15/22 |
| premises |
the beginnings of an attempt to be more rigorous |
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7/12/00 |
| Preparing to Hide |
When all we've built is threatened |
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9/30/22 |
| Private Plains Ape - part number three |
Another take on our sameness and differences |
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3/4/21 |
| Private Plains Ape - version one point one |
A six-page expurgation about learning and coercive socialization |
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2/9/21 |
| prometheus |
a harsh and tragic outburst of ego |
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1/21/03 |
| questions2.htm |
interviewing versus actually being with |
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8/17/03 |
| Rather |
A simple little poem song about light and dark |
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10/26/22 |
| reality1 |
what is real? |
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10/17/00 |
| reality2 |
internal and external lives |
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10/17/00 |
| religion0 |
the past and the future of religion |
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4/2/02 |
| Revolver |
It's either all or nothing |
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8/22/22 |
| Romance Is For Others |
The title track of Victory Is For Lovers |
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1/14/22 |
| Roses and Coffee |
The answers are all inside us |
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8/28/22 |
| science |
from the beginning to now - and what? |
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1/05/02 |
| Seared and Maddened |
A brief poem about connections |
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8/14/22 |
| Seasons |
Our work will never be done |
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9/10/22 |
| Shattered |
A reflection on the nature of some 'broken' people |
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12/30/17 |
| Shopworn |
Damaged goods still sold as new |
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7/11/21 |
| Silent Flowers |
Another oldie, a sad classic by now |
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7/2/21 |
| Some Stories |
Your tale might not be written yet |
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9/17/22 |
| spirit0 |
a foreshadowing of this journey down the rabbit hole |
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10/13/99 |
| spirit1 |
an early attempt to define this project |
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10/13/99 |
| spirit10 |
so where does your 'soul' go when you die? |
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10/17/00 |
| spirit11 |
Space, Time, and Light |
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5/12/01 |
| spirit12 |
strangers who are not so strange to us |
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5/16/01 |
| spirit13 |
the nature of a strange 'organ' |
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4/2/02 |
| spirit2 |
an 'extroduction' - part 2 of love4 (I think) |
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10/13/99 |
| spirit3 |
how to react to these events |
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7/31/00 |
| spirit4 |
theories about the nature of spiritual perceptions |
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7/31/00 |
| spirit5 |
how information can move in and out of space time |
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8/13/00 |
| spirit6 |
asking questions |
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8/13/00 |
| spirit7 |
how space-time and the beyond are related |
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7/31/00 |
| spirit9 |
A major attempt at defining what this site is all about |
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7/18/00 |
| Strung Out |
A song about love and beauty. Or drugs. |
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12/8/20 |
| Sublimation |
The physics of self |
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5/21/21 |
| Subway Blues (A Cost-Benefit Analysis) |
A treatise on urban planning |
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1/25/22 |
| Tank Treads |
The destruction we wreak for no reason breaks my heart |
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11/1/21 |
| theMindxxxx |
a site expounding a theory of  |
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Feb-Mar/00 |
| The Devil to a Draw |
nightmare slayer |
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5/21/22 |
| The Pain |
Learning hurts. All learning hurts. |
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7/14/21 |
| The Tower |
What is its purpose? |
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5/21/18 |
| The Transition |
Shaking off the cobwebs of fiction. With music. |
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6/21/21 |
| thesis1 |
a bit about the core of this project |
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12/2/99 |
| thesis2 |
what do I expect from you? |
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8/2/00 |
| thesis4 |
the limitations of scientific method on my work |
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3/28/02 |
| Those Boots |
One more crack like that and I'll have to... |
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9/20/22 |
| time2 |
early evidence of Thoughts in your humble author |
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4/15/88 |
| Time With Fire |
Pasts and futures always present |
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5/3/22 |
| truth0 |
some scattered thoughts I found lying around |
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1/25/87 |
| truth1 |
truth and dogma |
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5/2/01 |
| Two Pieces of Music |
...Subsequently Set to Art |
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11/20/21 |
| types |
what we call our altered states... |
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7/10/00 |
| types01 |
out of body experiences, or astral projection |
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12/26/01 |
| types02 |
seeing god, religious ecstacy, praying... |
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12/26/01 |
| types03 |
visions, hallucinations and schizophrenia |
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12/26/01 |
| types04 |
meditational states and transcendence |
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12/26/01 |
| types05 |
feeling at one with the universe |
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12/26/01 |
| types06 |
seeing ghosts |
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12/26/01 |
| Unwelcome Sense |
Which I have requested to not return |
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8/14/22 |
| war1 |
who would Jesus kill? |
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4/8/03 |
| war2 |
support the troops? |
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4/17/03 |
| We Have Never Met |
It doesn't really matter in space or time to be |
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10/2/22 |
| Who Could Ever Forget? |
A song about moments of eternity |
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3/13/22 |
| Who Falls In Love |
Are you a person... |
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6/12/22 |
| Why Ask Me |
You know answers |
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12/16/22 |
| words2 |
language barriers to discussing transcendental topics |
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12/26/01 |
| You Feel Nothing |
The days go by. |
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5/2/22 |
Random |
Pick a thought at random, or go to the "index index" |
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Indexed |
| Support | This is where I shamelessly solicit your contribution to the cause! |
| Dedicate | A list of past dedications |
| Reading | Some recommended reading |
