Get up it's another day
I wonder how I feel?
Will I be able to do what I
Thought I could last week?
Will the plans I made
Ambush me as if they were
Designed to be accomplished
By another kind of her?
Wake up it's another day
People seem so real
Take this life unstable
Plan a day to feel
Will I get something I want
Or stale and empty hints?
Will I spend my time in joy
Or with someone who's convinced
That happiness would come in me
From giving them what they want?
That I would be fulfilled - and filled
By letting them fill my cup (cunt)
(chorus)
Well it seems that I have obligations -
People to keep alive!
I have to be the same I was
With which of me do they thrive?
And if I do all these things -
I am not home in me!
And I can't do them well because
It's not who I'm meant to be - oh
(chorus)
Got up and it's another night
Oh god these people expecting me
To be whatever the hell it was
I was - and did - that pleased
I wonder did I fall for this
It can't be true, not really
But anyway I push away and
Leave me alone, don't feel me, I'm dreaming...
(chorus)
I got up and it's another day
Not one with plans I hope
I don't want to do a thing
Somebody else thought was "dope"
I really have to find that path
The one I marked "Today"
And hide out from a hungry world
In case I need to pray
(chorus)
I can't tell you how it feels
Sometimes when I let you in
It's like there's only one of us
And sometimes we have "bin"
I don't know if you understand
I've spent my whole life like this
I never thought I'd walk beside
One I'd always want to kiss
