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2007 - '06 - '05 - '04 - '03 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - '92 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
union the state of employee organization today 2/2/07
polisci22 the assymmetry of symmetrical policy assumptions 1/31/07
health random musings on the lifetime cost of health care 1/30/07
crater amateur geologist gets it wrong 1/24/07
geodesic an idealistic myth shattered by reality 1/1/07
 
'07 - 2006 - '05 - '04 - '03 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - '92 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
jesus random half-finished jokes about a dead carpenter 11/9/06
engineer why I am glad I'm not a (real) engineer 10/1/06
rural heaven a day in the life 9/7/06
fillmore footnotes I investigate some suspect sourcing 9/3/06
war4 about assymetries in war 8/14/06
universe delightfully demented doodlings 1/06
polisci21 why I don't want to live forever 1/9/06
invent3 recipe, menu and shopping software 1/4/06
 
'07 - '06 - 2005 - '04 - '03 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - '92 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
idiots3 intelligent design? 12/21/05
mind9 space, time, and irrational thoughts about curvatures 12/18/05
faq Frequently Asked Questions 6/23/05
otherpeopleisms a few things that made me chuckle 5/22/05
alcohol researchers announce development of new tincture 3/11/05
shit you're up to your eyeballs in it 2/6/05
 
'07 - '06 - '05 - 2004 - '03 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - '92 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
village song about perspective from ruins 9/23/04
corner store my little local chain store concept 6/25/04
utopia how to really engineer a perfect society 6/13/04
robot automation reintroduces the dismal science 3/23/04
meaning2 all answers, all the time 3/23/04
homeland as if the world needs more sixties peace stuff 3/21/04
inequality it keeps life interesting 3/16/04
donor either a living will, or more grauitous morbidity 1/20/04
peace ...I'm tired of writing about war 1/8/04
 
'07 - '06 - '05 - '04 - 2003 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - '92 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
death gratuitous morbidity 11/30/03
time3 a little relativistic contrast 11/28/03
contact strangers, people, and communication 11/28/03
love22 a little discursion on what love is 11/27/03
meaning so, um, what was happening in your life? 11/16/03
dream3 a strange snippet I woke with 11/6/03
fear the only thing to fear is... 11/4/03
wake one last look before the worms have their way 10/16/03
polisci17 a peculiar proposition: jump ship to save it! 10/14/03
america9 GWB has depleted my freedom and serotonin 9/25/03
autumn a little happy seasonal relief 9/6/03
hell lightly treading the extremes of creation 8/27/03
days dark depressing little ones, indeed 8/25/03
humor life with and without laughter 8/25/03
life1 imaginary little literary scavenger hunt 8/19/03
questions2 interviewing versus actually being with 8/17/03
scars letting the past drown the present 8/16/03
hope just a glimmer in the shadows 8/15/03
gods and monsters time to regroup and start over? 8/13/03
america1 democracy versus the republic 8/10/03
wind is the wind an animal? 8/10/03
war3 another one of those poems about war 8/05/03
polisci16 if I were elected president... 8/03/03
wealth5 better ways to spend the cash, George 5/16/03
hunger2 half a loaf is better... 4/24/03
war2 support the troops? 4/17/03
war 2003 4 13 a new motto for America? 4/13/03
polisci14 revolution and counter-revolution 4/8/03
war1 who would Jesus kill? 4/8/03
america8 is the past behind us or not? 4/7/03
war 2003 4 03 high crimes and misdemeanors 4/3/03
love21 extreme measures best kept in reserve 3/25/03
polisci13 a true conservative political platform 3/24/03
america0 why we are at war 3/23/03
war 2003 3 22 ignore the war 3/22/03
war 2003 3 21 fight the real terrorists 3/21/03
war 2003 3 20 patriotism is the last refuge 3/20/03
war 2003 3 19 this war is insane, with rebuttal 3/19/03
wealth4 the beginning of a really bad piece on economics 3/19/03
oilwar2 dissent is more frustrating when it is in the majority 3/19/03
polisci12 why liberal talk radio won't work 3/19/03
darkness a formless echo from the abyss 1/30/03
7525 a simple issue of focus 1/22/03
profile eh, what kind of person would you like to meet? 1/21/03
prometheus a harsh and tragic outburst of ego 1/21/03
stay stay with me in the twinkle of my eye 1/19/03
words a little diddly about language and minds 1/19/03
not alone reversal of fortune can be a good thing 1/19/03
love19 just getting by 1/7/03
 
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peace2 I guess this qualifies as sarcasm 12/26/02
trust this was an instrumental song from ruins 12/11/02
time does every poem need a short description? 11/24/02
america7 elections can be depressing 11/7/02
polisci11 another attempt at a party platform for the left 11/7/02
vote 2002 11 05 my get out and vote poster 11/4/02
polisci10 foreign aid distribution formula 10/30/02
you a little love-type poem 8/21/02
night a poem inspired by a star 8/15/02
israel give the Jews a chunk of Texas! 7/16/02
polisci9 a couple of my dumb bright ideas 11/7/02
waves a poem about healing 7/15/02
ghosts2 adapted to the second person from 6/29/00 7/10/02
dream2 shooting stars... 6/24/02
sex8 erotica 6/14/02
eukaryotic an odd little poem 6/8/02
love17 why do we want love? 6/6/02
sex7 evolutionary gender discriminations 5/26/02
polisci8 power versus leadership 4/30/02
touch me a poem, probably part of a suite 4/20/02
icono2 mainstream culture vs. outcast ideas 4/14/02
wgbh copy of Mai Cramer tribute note 4/9/02
religion0 the past and the future of religion 4/2/02
spirit13 the nature of a strange 'organ' 4/2/02
thesis4 the limitations of scientific method on my work 3/28/02
origins where we from? eh? 3/28/02
testing0 testing out of testing... 3/26/02
time1 time for pleasant presents, past and future 3/12/02
good love a good old fashioned blues from ruins 3/8/02
cefn Cefn Coed y Cymmer: maps 2/15/02
dwelling places I have lived, and autobiography 2/7/02
mind8 consciousness by degrees, and the magic of language 1/19/02
mind7 the mind: what it is, how it evolved and how it works 1/15/02
science from the beginning to now - and what? 1/05/02
beingme1 the ups and downs of creative writing 1/03/02
time0 just a man of my times... 1/02/02
mind6 emotions are our unconscious talking to us 1/01/02
mind5 dreams are how we file away our experiences 1/01/02
mind4 the model as applied to mental illness 1/01/02
mind3 how this model could be tested and made rigorous 1/01/02
mind2 some charts of an amusing model: the 'Huw Diagram' 1/01/02
 
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drugs they're bad, don't use them, unless... 12/27/01
types06 seeing ghosts 12/26/01
types05 feeling at one with the universe 12/26/01
types04 meditational states and transcendence 12/26/01
types03 visions, hallucinations and schizophrenia 12/26/01
types02 seeing god, religious ecstacy, praying... 12/26/01
types01 out of body experiences, or astral projection 12/26/01
words2 language barriers to discussing transcendental topics 12/26/01
decision1 building useful 'decision trees' in real life 12/11/01
america3 terrorism: I'm still angry, and getting angrier... 12/4/01
dream1 Larry's Motorcycle 11/16/01
couples2 another tiny advice 11/13/01
choke not a pretty sight 11/6/01
news1 a little 'current events' reality check 11/4/01
bill of rights4 oh sweet freedom, how best to protect you? 11/4/01
love15 just another rant about our myths and dreams 10/25/01
peace1 give it a chance 10/22/01
waiting waiting for results: a poem about love and death 10/19/01
war I could stop writing these, yes, I would like that... 10/8/01
novel a crude outline of a 'subversive' little story 9/29/01
terror1 a day that will echo for a long, long time 9/11/01
emotion5 those complicated chemicals in your brain 9/5/01
miss you another little poem... 9/3/01
wealth3 what are we working harder for? Aug. 2001
human1 human nature: part one 8/18/01
human2 human nature: part two 8/18/01
human3 human nature: part three 8/18/01
drainstorm :"drainstorm, dreamstürm, gauche-mière": 8/18/01
invent1 CD player function: software activated pause 8/9/01
invent2 spark plug hole cleaner 8/9/01
double dare a poem about life's challenges 7/19/01
breathe just another love poem 7/14/01
sex a sweaty little suffering 7/7/01
polisci7 the useless so-called 'dismal science' 6/29/01
america4 a rant about the plunder of natural resources 6/29/01
butterfly a poem from a naked heart 6/18/01
america5 don't confuse the past with the present 6/18/01
self1 on the nature of consciousness 6/7/01
self7 mingled ideas about freaks, tattoos, and individuality 6/2/01
self2 a love letter to a friend 6/1/01
love14 diverse relationships and their value 5/30/01
spirit12 strangers who are not so strange to us 5/16/01
polisci5 exporting more than poverty 5/16/01
love13 negotiation and vulnerability 5/14/01
love12 a castle, a cage, and a shack 5/14/01
spirit11 Space, Time, and Light 5/12/01
fields an analogy for sexual exploration 5/12/01
polisci6 what is 'self government?' 5/4/01
truth1 truth and dogma 5/2/01
love11 strategy? 5/2/01
freedom3 does freedom even exist? 3/29/01
love10 excitement provokes personal emotional cycles 3/27/01
belief4 a cute, but useless, quote 3/22/01
sex5 sex without meaning is... 3/18/01
crash a poem... 3/13/01
 
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calendar1 a little idea to improve the way calendars work 12/4/00
emotion4 depression, my little black puppy... 11/16/00
emotion3 a rebuttal to part of emotion1! 10/22/00
capital6 economic meddling in the former Soviet republics 10/18/00
emotion1 emotions, what they are and how to live with them 10/18/00
emotion2 an incomplete list of emotions... 10/18/00
machines an essay about the devices we create 10/17/00
reality1 what is real? 10/17/00
reality2 internal and external lives 10/17/00
spirit10 so where does your 'soul' go when you die? 10/17/00
love16 a few sideways glances at mistakes and pain 8/30/00
sex4 some farcical looks at supply and demand 8/28/00
voting1 why vote? here's a reason or two! 8/27/00
polisci4 some blueprints for my 'utopia,' maybe 8/18/00
questions1 sometimes the question tells more than the answer 8/15/00
love8 some weird stuff about getting to know someone 8/14/00
sex2 the void in our sexual mores 8/14/00
dating1 some problems with our courtship rituals 8/13/00
idiots2 an essay about lazy social criticism 8/13/00
love9 what do your failures have in common? 8/13/00
mystery1 a defense of analysis 8/13/00
spirit5 how information can move in and out of space time 8/13/00
spirit6 asking questions 8/13/00
thesis3 four emotional stages of rebellion 8/13/00
sex3 for healthy sex... 8/12/00
cycles7 seven year growth cycles of the personality 8/5/00
meaning1 which came first? an important question 8/5/00
alcohol1 alcohol as a sacrament 8/4/00
words1 some pitfalls of language and its use 8/4/00
error1 an error that permeates Western thought 8/4/00
broken2 bamboo analogy: the process of healing 8/2/00
love0 preparing yourself for intimacy - and life 8/2/00
mind1 my 'bamboo' analogy of the personality and mind 8/2/00
thesis2 what do I expect from you? 8/2/00
broken1 an overview of the pain of losing love 8/1/00
couples1 about the myths of commitment 8/1/00
family1 some words about the advantages of group living 8/1/00
gender1 a radical view of men and women I hold very dear 8/1/00
love7 the mythology of love must be changed 8/1/00
kisses a little poem 7/31/00
sex1 about male roles and repression 7/31/00
spirit3 how to react to these events 7/31/00
spirit4 theories about the nature of spiritual perceptions 7/31/00
spirit7 how space-time and the beyond are related 7/31/00
capital4 about the false promise of entrepreneurism 7/26/00
men a short indirect parody of sexist attitudes 7/25/00
calendar my new solar 13 month calendar! 7/19/00
spirit9 A major attempt at defining what this site is all about 7/18/00
silence a sad little poem 7/16/00
love1 pure love flows through all without aim... 7/13/00
definitions A first attempt to define a few terms I need 7/12/00
method kind of a description of how I am doing this 7/12/00
mygarden a little story of how my garden grows 7/12/00
premises the beginnings of an attempt to be more rigorous 7/12/00
my damn life A partial story of my altered states 7/10/00
types what we call our altered states... 7/10/00
are you a little poem for those you do not know yet 7/8/00
blasphemy a short rumination on naming our gods 7/8/00
love5 an exploration of male sensitivity in our culture 7/7/00
money1 I guess we all need some $ to get by! 7/7/00
are you ready a poem about sex, I suppose 7/6/00
ghosts some midnight madnesses 6/29/00
new england a poem based on a vision from last fall 6/29/00
promised land a fairly harsh poem 6/26/00
audience an essay about... you, I guess! 6/26/00
love2 why is love so disruptive? 6/26/00
sleep a poem 6/26/00
fear2 a short, sweet romantic poem 6/20/00
cynicism a couple of comments about degenerate thought 6/19/00
capital5 balancing wealth with other human needs 5/6/00
escape a spoken word piece about words, from ruins 4/6/00
ai Artificial Intelligence 3/12/00
theMind a site expounding a theory of the MIND Feb-Mar/00
love6 love at a distance 2/8/00
questions a poem - based on the intro to hunger 1 & 4/00
stillborn a short but powerful prose poem 1/9/00
unbelief a little poem about the sentimentalisation of war 1/9/00
 
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day2 . . . others! 12/28/99
day1 some days are better than . . . 12/9/99
capital1 a basic diatribe about our failure to use our wealth 12/2/99
capital2 a harsh indictment of the forces of capital 12/2/99
capital3 a piece on the consumer/advertising feedback loop 12/2/99
freedom2 the minimal boundaries of personal freedom 12/2/99
needs2 the needs of a human being 12/2/99
privacy1 just a few simple words 12/2/99
thesis1 a bit about the core of this project 12/2/99
bill of rights3 freedom of speech for corporations? 12/1/99
fear1 a short note about complacency 12/1/99
icono1 a cranky essay on holidays, and my new calendar 12/1/99 (?)
alibi a furtive little poem 11/30/99
bill of rights1 how little do we understand what these mean? 11/30/99
bill of rights2 tolerance and its limits 11/30/99
idiots1 aren't we all? 11/30/99
exit wound1 the ragged holes we leave... 11/28/99
spelling yes, it counts! 11/28/99
america6 why is America not a revolutionary country? 11/26/99
belief2 a logical disputation of belief 11/26/99
hunger1 neo-vegetarianism 11/26/99
needs1 the needs a human culture must meet 11/26/99
polisci1 a vague platform for a non-existent political party 11/26/99
poverty1 the view from the bottom? 11/26/99
revolution a few riffs on a phrase or two from poverty1 11/26/99
vocab1 required vocabulary words for todays graduate 11/26/99
wealth1 what is wealth for? 11/26/99
love3 a little bit about the pitfalls of new love 11/25/99
mirrors a poem - a reflection, of course 11/16/99
love4 a piece of the puzzle as I was reawakening 10/13/99
spirit0 a foreshadowing of this journey down the rabbit hole 10/13/99
spirit1 an early attempt to define this project 10/13/99
spirit2 an 'extroduction' - part 2 of love4 (I think) 10/13/99
handcuffs a little brush with bureaucracy... 8/5/99
children a few years ahead of the big scandals 7/99
massacre metal detectors in schools??? 4/26/99
belief1 a list of things I did and did not believe in 4/20/99
polisci2 an essay on aggression among humans 4/19/99
 
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somebody elses well a song about infidelity from ruins 7/7/98
you must be crazy a song about habit from ruins June 98
alone a song about loss from ruins 6/7/98
moonlight a song about loss from ruins 6/5/98
believe a song about faith from ruins 5/6/98
 
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belief3 about struggling 'not to believe' 11/19/97
little girl a poem 9/5/97
bio a brief history of my stage career 9/2/97
nobody knows a song about neurotic fixation 9/2/97
visitors my houseguests 9/1/97
northern eyes a song about war from ruins 7/9/97
lovers waltz a song about loss from ruins 5/5/97
choices a song about freedom from ruins 1/28/97
icicle 1/11/97 a bleak, cold little poem
 
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impressions a song about loss from ruins 9/12/96
lived in a small poem about the passage of time 7/8/96
shambles a song about who knows what from ruins June 96
 
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happy an odd little poem - are you happy? 12/10/95
exit wound a song about life and death from ruins Sept. 95
jealousy a song (formerly She Only Dances) from ruins 8/25/95
 
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lemonfishbutter a song about requited lust from ruins 12/29/94
hunger a song (my first) about food from ruins 2/10/94
 
'07 - '06 - '05 - '04 - '03 - '02 - '01 - '00 - '99 - '98 - '97 - '96 - '95 - '94 - 1992 - '91 - '88 - '87 - '79 - unk.
 
freedom1 a rambling piece about party politics 8/4/92
wealth2 a diatribe about pop music, politics, and money 1992
 
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oilwar1 the first 'made for TV' war provokes my dissent 2/6/91
 
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time2 early evidence of Thoughts in your humble author 4/15/88
truth0 some scattered thoughts I found lying around 1/25/87
 
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counterpoint poem: just searching for my place in life 11/4/79
ideation poem: about creation and being created 9/25/79
no minds poem: playing with some religious ideology 9/25/79
die poem: a little suffocation 9/25/79
smoke poem: will the passion reignite? 9/15/79
feelings poem: how can I ever pin them down? 9/8/79
untitled poem: some ins and outs of love 8/29/79
misery poem: trapped, stuck, still here (where?) 8/18/79
hours poem: the meaning and passage of time 7/30/79
purest poem: a little sweet idealism 7/29/79
unreal poem: trying to act on the world instead of vice versa 7/28/79
picture her (with him) poem: yes, it's about jealousy 7/18/79
love poem: we will always be trying to understand this 7/14/79
holding poem: ooh, a little about love and frustration 7/14/79
tomorrow poem: fiddling about with time 7/3/79
nowhere poem: playing with words of emptiness 7/1/79
yesterday poem: fiddling about with time 7/1/79
dreamer poem: living in a world made for others 6/30/79
wonderland a strange little exercise 6/30/79
promise poem: one "chapter" from the above? 6/30/79
civil service poem: a glum view of the future 6/29/79
running poem: an attempt at escape 6/25/79
confrontation poem: questions about mind and body 6/23/79
 
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grey a poem to wash over you (unknown)
polisci3 some thoughts about government (unknown)
we have won a poem about war and glory (unknown)
women a two part parody of sexist attitudes (unknown)
 
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